My husband told me it is time to return to my art...
I have had four back surgeries over the last five years. I now sport a titanium plate in my neck and 2 titanium rods in my lower back. I guess you can call me the bionic woman ... just without the cool sound effects. This last surgery has taken its toll, and I am now on permanent medical leave... without pay... BUT, yes there is a but, I am still considered an employee...
I am finally up and walking with a cane, and occasionally a walker, after spending ten months of last year bedridden. For the last few months I have been holding my own private pity party, until my husband said my disability isn't stopping me from doing my art. So here I am... 50 years old and having to start over. I am afraid, lost, excited, hopeful, but I am going to finally take that step forward... even if it is just baby steps.
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I'm still debating on whether or not to re-up my premium membership. I am not seeing the same level of commitment, quality, and individuality of our artist. I am not saying we don't have some truly greats here, but the site seems to have more than its fair share of manga/anime fans, narcissists, and soft porn addicts over the last year.
I know I may not have contribute much and you may feel I should not make such comments because of my lack of participation, but please remember I have been dealing with multiple back surgeries, months (on my 6th month currently) at a time stuck in a bed without even a decent computer to surf the web with let
Shinsha's Musings
June 11th has come and gone ... my husband was traveling somewhere in Nevada and I was at home here in Tennessee... and thus we celebrated our 28th wedding anniversary...
Some pieces that caught my eye ....
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Shinsha's Musings
My back issue is still up in the air, but physically I am doing much better than I did last month this time. I am still having problems and will be seeing more specialists soon.
School breaks for summer after this Friday, May 20th. One of my favorite students will be moving onto the middle school. I made a special trip into work to see her one last time. It was more tiring than I expected for just 30 minutes, but it was well worth it. I am going to miss that little wild child. As far as I know none of our remaining, or new students will be able to talk due to their various handicaps and disabilities. It will be an interesting year next fall
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Well it looks like I am in for round 2 on back surgery. I will know for sure Tuesday, May 10th. I have been home from work since mid April on Medical leave. I am tired of spending 75-90% of my day in bed... I can't bring my computer in with me.
I am using my husband's 10 year old laptop. It has a royal fit when I try to watch a simple dvd on it, and crashes if I try to use an art program. It is going to be a long and boring recovery/summer.
Maybe I could try doing some watercolors in bed... or something...
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